A few days ago I said I had to blog about how good I was feeling. The problem is, when I am feeling really good I am too busy to blog. I am working, planning parties and events and hosting them, going out with friends, taking morning walks, going to meetings. That is how the majority of my last few weeks have been. A few migraines thrown in, a night of over doing it so I could hardly walk, but mostly its been great.
Its only when my pain gets really bad that I actually take the time to blog. I woke at 3ish am with a mean red migraine that bordered on violet. After two excedrine and a few hours its now just red. I recently took an imetrix and can feel the poison of it coursing through my body. I absolutely hate imitrex but will take it when I have to teach on a mean red day. Got to be 100% for the babies. I can’t take the imitrex shots at all but even the pill hurts. I can literally feel in as pain going through my veins, in every finger and limb, across my cheeks. I suppose I should welcome that pain as it means the meds are probably going to work, but I don’t. I dread it. I don’t know if this is a common reaction to Imitrex of if just my sensitivity to absolutely everything makes me feel the pain that more intensely.
I am going to try to focus on how well I will be feeling for my class this afternoon, and think about how tomorrow I am going to wake up feeling perfect and ready for a walk with my new friend in Fallbrook.